Death and Life

So wow, it has almost been a year since I have blogged. As you know so much has happened since our time together. I haven't really been able to blog because I didn't know what to say... Tonight I went to my church's fine arts recital to watch them dedicate a piano in Isaiah's memory.

Something triggered in my mind tonight that I should visit my blog and share with you some of the things I have dealt with this past year. What a year, huh? Pain, sorrow, grief, joy, happiness, all in one :)

Losing my sweet Isaiah, watching my sister and brother let go of their son, seeing my mom and dad at a loss of words or comfort was the saddest, hardest thing I have ever witnessed. There are so many days when I am driving home from work that I see a beautiful sunset or the sun shining through the clouds and I always think about Isaiah. I think about the boy who endured much but gave more. I think about the little guy who loved happy birthday songs, who was always putting his little hands on dad's guitar, and who wore the happiest smile in the world.

There are some days when memories come flooding back into my head; making Christmas cookies with Nicki and Isaiah (Nicki made him try the icing), listening to Lion sing to Isaiah over and over again,watching him see the ocean for the first time, and rubbing his sweet little mittens while he slept. These are things that I treasure most and I suppose thats why I am blogging again, so I don't forget.

I probably will never be able to sing Taylor songs, Happy Birthday, or lullabies without thinking of Isaiah and I am glad.

Until I blog again,

Jessie

Here it is!!

What a few past months it has been. I am sitting here watching the Olympics, Jeremiah is studying for the CPA, and life is good. Things that have been going on since we have stepped into the real world:

1. Jeremiah got a job with BKD Accounting firm, he is a public auditor and he loves it, but it has been a huge transition for me. Apparently I just forgot that accountants are busy during tax season... oops.

So needless to say I am getting used to Jeremiah coming home at around 7-8 and the traveling. I am not going to lie, it stinks and we all know how I deal with change but I am fortunate that my husband has a job, works hard, loves me unconditionally, and provides for us.

2. I got a job teaching third grade at Lost River; another huge transition. I love it,, every day is hard, the children teach me patience and perseverance. I love my third grade kiddos so much, I have countless stories about my first year so far. I wouldn't trade this experience for anything. I love working with my third graders! I am so thankful that I have a job that allows me to grow and a job that I love.

3. We are under contract to get a house :) I am so ecstatic, I love it. You know my initial blog title was the house street, but then I thought what if some weirdo is looking at the blog and pays us a visit :)

You know we were so young getting married or so the world would say, that I never really felt like an adult and most days I still don't but it is really neat to see how the Lord provides a way and the changes that have evolved since we have been married.

4. Lastly, I had a great Valentine's day. I am so grateful for the unconditional love my husband shows me. Being married is my favorite.

I'm Here

For those few who check my blog, I am here, I haven't forgotten my little blog! New blogs are coming soon. Things to look forward to:

New Job post

New House post

Crazy life post

Reminiscing post

Nearing the End of my Journey

I graduate in four weeks, Wowzer! It's so exciting, I finally get to wear my big girl panties. College really has flown by; so many incredible things have happened.

I feel so fortunate that I love my degree and I have absolutely adored my student teaching experience. What a range sixth grade to kindergarten; so far I have enjoyed every grade I have been in, but I really love kindergarten.

I mean it's not everyday that you get to hear and witness constant compliments (if one of the students says it, they all have to say it), unconditional smiles, endless effort, or receiving hundreds of hugs everyday. They are so full of life and eager to learn and I just love that. Everything is exciting for them and I love getting to see their journey of learning. Kindergarten kiddos do the funniest things; I have so many good stories. I feel kind of embarrassed saying this; today we were talking about things we are thankful for (it's almost Thanksgiving, so this is a must!), and towards the end the students asked what I was thankful for and while choking back tears, I said I was thankful for my sweet kindergarteners. Now, maybe I am the sappy type but I definitely was not expecting to tear up just speaking about what I was thankful for but I am thankful that I get to do something I love. That's all for now, folks. Have a wonderful, wonderful Thanksgiving. I am looking forward to mine; chasing Amanda with the turkey, laughing hysterically with my sisters, seeing my adorable nephews, and just being with my awesome, hoot of a family!!

Thats all for now folks, Happy Thanksgiving!

Love Makes Me SICK!

Isn't that a really clever line???? Don't you want to know what I am going to say.... does Jeremiah make me sick, yes he does!

I have documented my illnesses since I have been married (approximately one year, three months, and 29 days), I have been more sick than I have ever been in my life! In this past blessed year I have incurred mono (from Miah), two stomach bugs, three sinus infections, multiple codes, I mean colds, mono again, and last but not list the piggy sniffles (actually they only test for type A flu, but at least all who freak out about the swine flu, H1N1, whatever you want to call it I survived, it was actually less evil than the regular flu).

What a year! I account Jeremiah with some of my illnesses but also being around several kiddos could possibly play a part :), and probably my sickly immune system...

Anywho, change is on the horizon in the Hussung house/apartment; we graduate in two months and half months! I can't believe it! Quite honestly, I deal with change horribly, when I was a little girl I use to put books on my head so I would never get taller and I also wished to be Peter Pan (I know I was an odd child). Even now, I always stress about change, I like to hold things close to my heart, it takes me forever to make a decision and I like things the way they are. Jeremiah has had several interviews in various parts of Kentucky and Tennessee, so who knows dear people, but when we know I will let you know. Well laundry is done and so it is time to say adieu.

Jessie

Back in Black!

Ahhh... it's been so long since I have written. I am in my fourth week of teaching and I love it. Granted everyday is a random, crazy adventure, but I it's worth it. I love working with my sixth grade class; I love building relationships, teaching, and seeing the little light bulbs go off in their heads. Only annoying thing about teaching are these three questions:

1. Mrs. Hussung, can I go to the restroom?

2. Mrs. Hussung, what are we doing???? (when I have just told them).

3. Mrs. Hussung, did you know it's recess? (I want to be like really, is it???)

Ha, I get those questions the most. One bummer thing about being married is my last name. For the life of me, my students still struggle with my name!! Sometimes I resort to just call me Mrs. H. Oh the days when life was simple being a Montgomery girl!

Random name that I get called are: Mrs. Hussein, Mrs. Hudson, Mrs. Hutchinson, Mrs. Hussu, Mrs. Hussun, and Mrs. what's your name!!

You gotta love those students! I can't believe 4 weeks, I will be leaving my sweet sixth graders, to little, energetic kindergartners!

Tigers

Hmmm... I start student teaching next Monday. Jeremiah starts school on August 31. Pretty sweet, I know. I love summers and they always seem to fly by, always. I kind of like to reflect (thanks to my Block I & II teachers), and with summer I think of all little wonderful memories. I let you read some of the highlights:

(I know this is exciting for you, these highlights are in no particular order.)

1. One year anniversary, including Indianapolis, Wicked, and Jeremiah. It was awesome from the drive up, to walking downtown, to being amazed by the musical, going in to random antique stores, little shops, to a romantic dinner(s) with Miah.

2. Visiting with Alice. I loved getting to spend time with her this summer, not as much as I would like, but still I love visiting with that awesome little lady! I mean who doesn't want to hang out with someone who let's you get temporary tattoos! I will miss her so much when she is in Richmond and then finally Africa.

3. My weekly adventures with Jo. I never get to have these as often as I would like when school starts. I mean who doesn't love stalking the aisles of Hobby Lobby wishing that had enough fun money for all they wanted:)))

4. Vi sting with my family. I have such a big family, on both sides (lots of Montgomerys and Hussungs!). They are all so different and special to me.

5. Finally summer fun things, like swimming, strolling downtown, concerts, singing with pops outside, picnics, the beach, reading outside, playing softball (the noncompetitive team will always hold a special place in my heart), eating popsicles, and cookouts, I just love it all!

Summer is my favorite season, but fall is a close second. I am looking for what the Lord has in store for Jeremiah and me. Student teaching I know will be challenging but I am really excited. This is all for now.